Will be impressive soon?

I'm tardy on updates and photos of such. I WILL post about the presents and goings on soon.

We are going to a supper with Mr. Morgan's dad, and Her tomorrow. I'm warming up a little bit because she did phone twice about Lilah, so even if a sucky human... she is a great person when I lose a dog.

We go to see the puppies on Sunday, and we are both excited. I remain un-ok, but .. I can't bring Delilah back. So I blink, as always, a lot. I fake a smile for Mr. Morgan's sake. With luck he'll see a little girl he wants. He named it Guadamala or some shit like that. More blinking.

I hope .. you all really know how hard this has been, and stepping back when he is ready and I am not, yet smiling and getting him the dog. A bought dog no less. DM does not approve, but what do you do when your husband and son is so upset and lonesome.

I fake a smile, but whatever. Doing it at work too, what's the difference.

Sunday I might have update on what we found and if Mister liked one of the littles.

I truly miss Deedie, and it's going to be an effort to suport this shit, but Mister needs it so badly, one has to put their shit aside and lie that it's ok.

-DM